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My Latest Posts

  • Maybe In My Next Life
    Does there exist a place that is rightfully mine?One where I don’t need to pretend I’m fineOne where no skin of mine was left unkissedWhere being loved was more than just a wishlist I don’t blame you for yanking my heartOut of its socket and tearing it apartSlamming it down to the groundWhere it belongs.Continue reading “Maybe In My Next Life”
  • Casual
    you call that thing casual.but is it really? actually?be honest with me.don’t you feel that it’s graduallygrowing beyond sexual? cos that first thought you had in the morning…wasn’t it her scent on your bedding?wasn’t it the image of her, smiling?weren’t you wondering about the things she wasn’t saying?and didn’t you check your phone, wishing… sheContinue reading “Casual”
  • Still
    windless, moonless, starless. the sky sparked a purple in the dark. down the river, cicadas shiver, breaking the steady flow of silence who are we. in this vast world. existence is an ache, not a decision we make. still take the scar, wear it proud leap far, sing out loud
  • acceptance
    there is more to love than acceptanceand it’s something i wish to show to yourecognizing, cherishing, celebrating your presencei aim for more than just accepting you acceptance comes easy with the kind of person you area strong calm force, you earned every scarthough you’re kinda a wreck, no one’s perfecti care too much so letContinue reading “acceptance”
  • curtain call
    i swear to god, i was born a rebeli’m one to kiss and immediately tellran around putting people under a spelldove head first into the depths of hell find me, look at me, witness memy ups and downs, me losing sanityme tearing my own hair outme crushing my own heart yeah yeah it’s all meContinue reading “curtain call”
  • Questions about Love
    at what point does lust turn into love?when you know you can fold her in halfbut even with all the ways you can be roughher heartbeat against your skin is enough? and at what point do you crown her as the Queen?when electricity runs through your veins when she sings?when every toss and turn wasContinue reading “Questions about Love”
  • Slippery Slope
    thought he’s kinda full of himselfbut i wanna be full of himit’s just sex, there’s no depthno need to go out on a limb all i wanted was a simple good fuckbut he pinned me down and got me stuckall i wanted was his penisbut he started talking about happiness fuck is that? caught meContinue reading “Slippery Slope”
  • “The One”
    i’m sort of seeing someonebut we’re keeping it casualkeeping it strictly just for funstrictly sexual but we’re 99% sure i’m not The Onenot because we’re incompatiblethere are just things that can’t be doneand that’s totally understandable but the way i feel when i’m with himevery second’s a borrowed heavenselfishly claiming possession of his skinmild obsessionContinue reading ““The One””
  • Luck
    so tell me about that thing people call true love heard it makes people sing but isnt it just pure luck? should i chase the lightning and try to get struck maybe it will bring a taste of that fool’s luck ugh. but the weight of my wedding ring…we all know i am stuck soContinue reading “Luck”
  • What’s Up With All The Sad Poems?
    my name is chachi and i write sad poems. so sad it may be too depressing for some. even my Claude asked me if i was okay i told it yeah, it’s all just a wordplay i’m very connected to my feelings i write down every secret worth revealing most days i have things underContinue reading “What’s Up With All The Sad Poems?”